Why hello there

I feel like i’m in this box with no way out

It really hurts when you know you did everything to try to make it better, you have some of the worst memories but you as a person could do nothing. I rather not talk to you, but I miss that security that’s there when I do. I’m a sap for that little chance that I don’t really have, sigh.. I try to be a good guy but it all ends up as a mess for me. Deuces

Too Fast

Life flashes past your eyes in a blink. I’m graduating school in 3 weeks? sigh.. i’m just not really believing the sight of this. 

Anxiety

I’m just really stressed of late, everything has been going wrong for the worse reasons. Knowing you can never succeed in things you do just become something that trickles down the back of your mind, i’ll never forget the things I’ve been put through. No one really has your back when you really need it, i’m just someone who was just put into situations I had no control over. I’m just proud I never turn to drugs  to ease my problems, my greatest success is being able to look myself in the eyes and say I tried my best. Deuces

Happy 4/12/12 has no meaning, no purpose but just something you can reflect on and remember. There are always way to make your life just a tidbit better y’know

I sit here only begging to have once more chance, put it all aside. I don’t know when you’ll turn around.. I’m just hoping you’ll be there when I need it most.